I Want To Be With You

At the core of my heart,

I wish we were no longer apart,

And I gaze out of the window,

To lookup at the moon smiles,

My mind longs for you every night and then,

Fall on despair when you fade out of my sight,

The rhythms of your silence are endless,

That muffled me with the tune,

Is this a game you play with compassion?

Till I see you next in actual,

The more I sense you everywhere,

I feel lost without being able to tell,

Though it hurts to believe you are not near,

Always I want to be there where you are!

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Love Once More

Her mobile’s ringtone interrupts her thoughts. Unwillingly she took her mobile and looked the number flashing in the screen. The number was so familiar to her. Immediately she attended the call and remained silent.

The hello from the opposite side echoed in her mind. She was so nervous to say a hello even. Because after a year she is hearing the same voice she used to hear everyday is now once again back in her life.

He asked her why is she so silent?

She replied him a hello and tried to be normal. He said her that he’d like to introduce the girl he loves. She controlled her heart cries and said yes to him. He asked her to come online at once and hangs the call.

She don’t wish to see him with other girl even its online. She opened her id and saw a new notification she received. She clicked it to view it. It informed that she was tagged to a post in his timeline. She is clueless. She clicked it to go to the post in which she is tagged.

“My long wait has came to an end. And baby only you can make me fall in love again and again. My heart is connected with you. My love & hope brought you back in my life.

Love You Once More”

She is speechless and now this time it’s because of love & happiness in her heart.

P.S: This story is continuation of “No Love No Worries”

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No Love No Worries

After a long time, she got a chance to chat online with one of her best friend. The conversation started with formal blah, blah and blahs. But time has changed their friendship in some other way. They chat like they were still best friends, deep inside they lost the feel of friendship as before.

She asked about his life. He excitedly said he is in love again. She wished him luck and said she is happy for him and wiped her tears which flow automatically.

She remembers the day when he proposed her before a year in chat. They never met in person. She was so confused. She experienced heart break already. She doesn’t want to get hurt again in the name of love. She had a strong belief in “True love happens only once in life“. There were so many questions running in her mind. She gently rejected his proposal after much thinking.

She was not ready to accept the fact she is in love too. Slowly she stopped chatting and left him to forget the memories about him.

She made her heart strong and said him to invite her for his marriage. He happily accepted and asked, “Are you in love again?”

She doesn’t expect such a question from him. She replied him simply a “ :) “ and updated her status as

                                       “No Love No Worries”

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A Secret Heart - Part 12

After a week, Maya came to airport with her parents to receive prithvi’s family. She was not interested in meeting them. But her mom insists her to do so. On the other hand, prithvi informed his mom that he has some important work to finish in his office and promised her that he will come to India on next flight. He dropped his mom in airport and rushed to his office.

Maya’s parents felt disappointed to see prithvi’s mom coming alone as they were eager to meet prithvi. Prithvi’s mom liked maya so much. Maya’s simple nature and traditional behavior never failed to attract anyone including prithvi’s mom.

They made the arrangements for engagement. Next day prithvi started to India. On his way to India, his mind was occupied by maya’s thought. He felt sad. But he had no other option now than marrying the girl as per his mom’s wish.

After getting ready, he reached the place of engagement on time. Everything was ready and settled. He rolled his eyes to locate the girl but he dint find her. After few minutes, maya slowly walked towards him. He felt her standing close to him. Both of them were nervous to see each other.

Prithvi took the ring and turned towards her with heavy heart. Maya raised her left hand to get the ring in her finger with teary eyes and she holds another ring in her right hand. Prithvi was too tensed and he dropped the ring on floor. He bent down to take the ring. At the same time, by mistake maya dropped the ring which she holds on prithvi’s head.

Prithvi’s thoughts were triggered the first meeting with maya in the bus. He looked up to see the girl and saw maya standing before him with worried look. Prithvi was excited to see maya and shouted “Mayaaaaaaaaaaa” in joy. Maya looked prithvi and she was speechless. She couldn’t believe her own eyes.

Everyone around them gave a confused look like what’s happening? Maya and prithvi hugged each other in happiness. Finally they exchanged the rings and officially get engaged.

                                                “True Love Never Fails”

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A Secret Heart - Part 11

Maya and prithvi started to chat with each other unknowingly.

Prithvi: Hi, I don’t want to go long in our chat. I just want to know one thing from you. Are you really interested in marrying me? Do you like me?

                Maya dint expect such a question in an initial chat. She resumed the chat after a couple of mins.

Maya: Yes, I am interested. What about you?

Prithvi: Frankly speaking, I came to chat with you cos of my mom’s compulsion. Have you seen my photo?

Maya: No, I haven’t seen you yet.

                Prithvi wondered.

Prithvi: Then how you said ok to marry me?

Maya: Just for your name.

Maya’s reply surprised prithvi. He thinks, how a girl agreed to marry him without seeing him just by knowing his name only. He felt something.

Maya: Have you seen me? What’s your reply for this proposal?

Prithvi: I am ok too. Till now I dint even know your name and nothing about you.

                Maya thought, how come a boy accepted to marry her without knowing her name even. They both feel different. Meanwhile prithvi got a call and he disconnected from the chat.

Maya: I am maya. Atleast now you know my name.

                Maya saw her message is not delivered as prithvi went offline suddenly. She too logged out.

                They both informed to their family that they are ready to marry and proceed further. Prithvi’s mom called maya’s parents and told her they will come to meet and confirm the marriage proposal next week. Maya’s parents are happy.

                                                                                                                                       -To be Continued…

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A Secret Heart - Part 10

After two years, prithvi got placed in a multi national company and settled in Singapore. Sruthi married someone as her parents wish.

                One day prithvi’s mom talked to him about his marriage.

Prithvi’s mom: Prithvi, I want you to get married soon. I have chosen a good girl for you and I wish to see your marriage before my life ends in this earth. I hope you will fulfill your mom’s wish.

                Prithvi refused to marry other girl cos he still loves maya.

Prithvi: Mom, how many times I have to tell you that I don’t want to marry now. Don’t talk about my marriage anymore.

                Prithvi’s mom insists.

Mom: You are my only son. Like other parents I too wish to see my son’s marriage. Please understand. You just chat with that girl once and I am telling definitely you will like her.  If you don’t like her, let’s stop proceeding.

                She felt very sad and hurt. Prithvi understood his mom’s feeling and agreed to chat with that girl. Prithvi’s mom gave the girl’s mail id to prithvi.

                Prithvi sent a mail to that girl.

“Hi this is prithvi, I hope your parent’s would have told about me to you. If you don’t mind, fix a time and inform me so that we can chat further to know about us well. Reply ASAP. Bye”

                He got a reply,

“Hi, as you said my parents already told me about you a little. Lets chat online today at 5p.m in detail. Thanks and bye”

                At evening 5.30p.m, prithvi came late for the chat session. He sent,

Prithvi: Hi, you there? Sorry for late. I was stuck up in meeting at my office.

                At the other end, it was maya waiting for him.

                                                                                                                                -To be Continued…

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A Secret Heart - Part 9

Later prithvi came to know that maya got tc and left the college forever. He tried to contact her and failed in all his attempts. He was worried. Sruthi was happy and thought that now no one is there to separate prithvi from her. She tried to divert prithvi to her side slowly. But prithvi has no interest in sruthi. Time flew away. On the final day of their college life, sruthi came to prithvi.

Sruthi: Prithvi, I wanna tell you something

Prithvi: Tell sruthi

Sruthi: I don’t know how to tell you, but I have to tell you anyway… I love you prithvi.

                Prithvi was shocked.

Prithvi: Sruthi, you know I love maya, what rubbish are you talking now?? Don’t make fun of me.

Sruthi: Prithvi, listen seriously am in love with you… I am not joking.

Prithvi: you are my best friend. I can’t think of you more than that. I love no one except maya. I will find her again and bring her back in my life.

Sruthi: She din’t love you and she too know that am loving you…

Prithvi: What….? Maya knew it already? You are the reason why she left me without informing (angrily) now I know well.

Sruthi: Yessss, I told her to stay away from us and about our love. So she left.

                Prithvi gave a hard slap on sruthi’s face. Sruthi dint expect it.

Prithvi: Idiot, not our love… I dint think that you are so selfish to spoil my love. Because of you I lost my love and suffered these much days. Get lost, we are not even friends from now. Don’t ever try to contact me again. Good bye.

                Prithvi left. Sruthi burst into tears. She felt bad because of her selfish nature. She lost her best friend forever.

                She thought, “I did all this for my love only, but I took a wrong way to get success in my love. I shouldn’t have killed their love for my happiness. I deserve this… sorry prithvi I hurt you a lot by separating maya from you. I won’t come in your life again. I am going away forever”.

                                                                                                                                  -To be Continued…

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Heart Feelings 19

I am in search of my life

And finally found it in you,

My life is incomplete without your love,

It makes no sense whether

You are with me or not,

My love for you keeps growing

And nothing can resist me from loving you,

There are ton things I wish for,

But more than anything

For all my life I have waited

To fall in love with you…

I Love You

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Heart Feelings 18

Year crosses, time passes,

My beauty will fade, my memories may lose,

Everyone might leave, but still my heart will beat,

You know why? Even after I lose all,

The only thing that remain me alive is

Growing old with you and our ever ending

Love that live without withering beyond ages.

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A Secret Heart - Part 7

Sruthi was very angry about prithvi’s behavior. Maya saw prithvi sitting alone sadly. She went near him.

Maya: Hi prithvi, why are you sitting alone here?

Prithvi: Nothing maya…simply.

Maya: Anything serious?

Prithvi: I’m little upset.

Maya: Why? What happened?

Prithvi: Sruthi fought with me today. She is very angry on me now. I forgot her birthday yesterday. I dint wish her. I feel very bad… I don’t know how I forgot my best friend’s birthday.

Maya: Relax…go, talk to her and convince her.

Prithvi: She is not ready to talk to me.

Maya: If you wish, shall I talk to her and convince?

Prithvi: Ya maya…please do it for me.

Maya: Ok don’t worry.

                Maya went to meet sruthi.

Maya: Sruthi, are you free now?

Sruthi: Ya Maya I am free…what’s the matter?

Maya: I need to talk to you about prithvi.

Sruthi: There’s nothing to talk about him.

Maya: sruthi, I know you are in anger… but prithvi is very upset.

Sruthi: He deserve it. Don’t talk about him to me.

Maya: He is your best friend…how long will you be angry on him like this? Come on.

Sruthi: You want me to talk to him… right? You know what? Everything happened so far is only because of you…only you.

Maya: Because of meeee? (shocked)

Sruthi: Yes….you are the one who came between me and prithvi. He is not my friend. I love him so much. After you came in his life he changed a lot. If you really want to help us to be together then just get out of prithvi’s life.

                Maya was so silent after hearing sruthi’s words. after a while,

Maya: Sorry sruthi, I am unaware of your love with prithvi. I will never come between you both. Bye sruthi.

Sruthi: Maya one minute, don’t tell anything happened between us to prithvi.

Maya: ok sruthi.

                Sruthi watched maya walking away grumpily.

                                                                                                                                                            -To Be Continued…

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The Moon And Me

I see it staring at me and smiling,

Is that a halo around it you see?

Sailing across the huge sky,

Lonely wanderer of the nights,

My heart raises over to touch,

Is it the same moon we are watching?

Make a wish, to be together,

Exchanging the secret messages through,

Go, go moon, consign it safely,

Come back with a happy note tomorrow,

Heed it, why I say for you to know,

Alike moon, you are the one,

Because, same as moon some days,

Your love on me shrinks and grows.

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A Secret Heart - Part 6

Part-1 & Part-2 & Part-3

Days passed. Prithvi and maya became close friends. But sruthi felt that prithvi is going far away from her. Some incidents happened to prove it. Prithvi started to spend time with maya more than sruthi.

On the day of sruthi’s birthday, sruthi waits for prithvi’s call. But he dint call her. So she decided to call him and dialed his number.

Sruthi: Hello prithvi

Prithvi: Hi sruthi, what a surprise? You called me this early morning?

Sruthi: Why don’t I call you?

Prithvi: No, no, I dint say like that…ofcourse you can call me anytime.

Sruthi: Hmmm…so what’s up?

Prithvi: You called me…you have to tell. What’s the matter?

Sruthi: What are you trying to tell? Are you telling that only I have to call you, if I have any matter to talk?

Prithvi: Ssss…oops. Did you call me to talk or fight?

Sruthi: Ok nothing bye.

                She cuts the call. Prithvi was confused about what happened to sruthi. Sruthi waits for prithvi’s call. She got disappointed. She called him again.

Sruthi: Prithvi, where are you?

Prithvi: Sruthi, right now am busy. I will call you later.

                He hangs the call. She again tried to call him. But he dint attend her call. Sruthi thought he is avoiding her call purposely. Sruthi waited for his call until night. But no call from prithvi. She called him again.

Sruthi: Hi prithvi, are you free now?

Prithvi: Sorry sruthi, am very tired. Just now I reached home. I went out with maya today and it was really a great day together. I am so happy today that she accepted to come out with me for the first time. Ok we talk about the rest in college tomorrow. Good night bye.

                Sruthi felt sad that prithvi dint even remember her birthday but went out with maya. Next day at college,

Prithvi: Hi sruthi

Sruthi: Hi prithvi

Prithvi: You are looking dull. Why?

Sruthi: Nothing…you are very happy it seems.

Prithvi: Ya its cos I went out with maya yesterday…unforgettable day in my life.

Sruthi: Oh that’s why you forgot me and my birthday?

                Prithvi was shocked. He realized that he forgot sruthi’s birthday. Sruthi left the place before prithvi says a word.

                                                                                                                                                      -To Be Continued…

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A Secret Heart - Part 5

Part-1 & Part-2 & Part-3 & Part-4

                Sruthi see both prithvi and maya with shocked face. Prithvi introduce maya to sruthi,

Prithvi: This is maya, a new member of our class, and maya, this is sruthi, my best friend.

                They both exchanged smiles and hellos and a few formal talks. Then prithvi tell sruthi to help maya in studies so that she will catch upto the day classes she missed. Sruthi feel disgusted but hides it with a fake smile. Maya thanked prithvi for making her comfortable on her first day in the college.

                At the break time, prithvi called sruthi and maya to canteen. But maya refused to go with them as she have more writing works to complete.

Sruthi: Ok maya, you carry on. We will come back. Come on prithvi lets move.

Prithvi: Wait sruthi, lets help her, we will go to canteen later.

Maya: It’s ok no problem… I can manage (smiled)

Prithvi: No, nooo, how can we leave you and go. Give your note I will help you.

                Prithvi take maya’s note and started to write. Sruthi is so annoyed.

At evening, sruthi came to prithvi as usual to go home together. But prithvi called maya too with them. Sruthi looks irritated and walks with them silently to the bus stop.

Prithvi: Maya, shall I ask you one thing, if you don’t mind?

Maya: Yaaa (with a confused face)

Prithvi: Will you give your mobile number? (hesitantly)

Maya: Ofcourse…(she gave it to him with a sweet smile)

                Sruthi fumes.

Prithvi: Sruthi, you too note maya’s number.

                Sruthi unwillingly noted maya’s number in her mobile.

                When the bus arrives, they boarded into the bus. As usual, there is no place to seat and they travel in standing. Prithvi stand beside maya and they both were talking. Sruthi was left alone and she remains quiet.

Prithvi: Sruthi, are you ok? You are looking very dull today… why?

Sruthi: Nothing, I am ok, a slight headache.

When the bus stops,

Prithvi: Sruthi, I forgot to tell you that I have an important work on the way. I am not coming with you today. I will go directly to my home after finishing the work.

Sruthi: Ok (in a low voice)

                Sruthi got down from the bus and watched grouchily that prithvi and maya happily chatting with each other.

                                                                                                                                            -To Be Continued…

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My Dream Boy

He is the Master of My Heart

He is the Hero of My Stories

He is the Prince of My Castle

He is the Thief of My Feelings

He is the Emperor of My World

He is the King of My Soul

He is the Mirror of My Joys

He is the Language of My Silence

He is the Explorer of My Destiny

He is the Conqueror of My Dreams

He is the Ruler of My Everything

He is the Love of My Life

 I am the Slave of his Thoughts

And he is in My Dreams Forever

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