Friday, August 15, 2014

Those Sleepless Nights

As the frozen sky melts in the silence,
I count the stars in the vaulted height,
Immersed utterly within the dark so intense,
Born the misty, distant night,
Far as my longing eyes can see,
I felt the shivering chillness in my veins,
Moon light hovers above the sleeping sea,
Softly through the desolate plains,
The winter wind plays the song of melancholy,
With the rhythm of thy voice,
Petals of wild lilies uncovered gently,
Facing up to offer thy joice,
Solemn darkness soothes my soul,
Buried the face in a pillow I snug,
Body bundled cozy under the blanket roll,
Since trite, faintly my eyelids hug.


Saturday, August 9, 2014

Heart Feelings 19

I am in search of my life
And finally found it in you,
My life is incomplete without your love,
It makes no sense whether
You are with me or not,
My love for you keeps growing
And nothing can resist me from loving you,
There are ton things I wish for,
But more than anything
For all my life I have waited
To fall in love with you…
I Love You


Monday, August 4, 2014

I Miss You Forever

                I love him a lot. Without him I feel incomplete. Honestly, I don’t believe in love at first sight. But when I saw him first, I couldn’t resist me from falling in love with him. He is so smart and impressive. At first, it’s very tough for me to understand him and his behavior. Few days later we became attached to each other, we were inseparable.
                I like the way how he used to spend most of his time with me and shares everything with me. He taught me many things that no one can ever teach me. I was addicted to his charm. He needed me and I needed him too.
                My eyes thrive to see him whenever he is out of my sight. My heart beat raises, whenever he nears me. He is so warm near me and cool when he is away from me. He is so interesting that I never get bored of him. I am very much possessive on him that I never allow others to get close to him. He was fully mine. He also knew that no one could take care of him like I do.
When I introduced him happily to my family, everyone in my home liked him except my dad. There was a reason behind it. My dad was afraid that he would do any harm to me. However I convinced my dad and made him realize how much he meant to me.
He loves me much that he was ready to give the whole world in my hands if I ask him. He senses my touch, understands my feelings and act accordingly to my mood. He knew well that I can’t be me without him even a single day.
But that awful day came. I never thought he would leave me like this without telling me. He left me heart broken. I let you all know his name
Nokia 500
                He was sick. I saw him dying slowly in front of my eyes and not responding to my touch. I miss him more and want him to be well again like before.
                                                                                                                           With lots and lots of tear,

Saturday, January 18, 2014

Tomato Rice

Tomato puree – 2 cup
Rice – 500 gms
Ginger/garlic paste – 1tblspn
Mint/coriander leaves juice – 1 cup
Grated Coconut – ½ cup
Poppy seeds – 1tblspn (soaked in water)
Cashew – 5 nos
Cumin seeds – ½tblspn
Green chilly – 2 nos
Garlic cloves – 6 nos
Red chilly powder – 1tspn
Cardamom – 4 nos
Cinnamon – 2 pieces
Cloves – 3 nos
Bay leaves – 2 nos
Star anise - 1
Small onions – 6 nos
Big onions (chopped) – 1
Ghee – 2 tblspn
Oil as required
Salt to taste
For Garam Masala
Cloves – 2 nos
Fennel seeds – 1 tblspn
Cardamom – 3 nos
Stone flower – few
Cinnamon – 2 pieces
Nutmeg – 1
Poppy seeds – 1 tspn
Coriander seeds – 1 tblspn
Fry all the dry ingredients for garam masala without oil and grind it all into a fine powder
Grind small onions and green chilly into paste and keep aside
Grind grated coconut, soaked poopy seeds, cashews and cumin seeds into smooth paste
In a cooker, fry star anise, cloves, cardamom, cinnamon, bay leaves in oil
Then add chopped big onions, garlic cloves and red chilly powder and sauté well
Add ginger/garlic paste, onion/chilly paste and sauté until raw smell disappears
Then add coconut/cashews/poppy/cumin seeds paste and sauté for few mins
Now add tomato puree and mint/coriander juice and allow it to boil
Then add rice, salt and water (if necessary)
Add ghee, cover the cooker lid and whistle on and cook for 7 mins in medium flame
Turn off the stove and wait until the pressure release
Open the lid and add 1tspn ghee again and mix the rice well
Serve hot with onion raita
P.S: I have served the tomato rice with meal maker gravy in above picture. I will post its recipe later asap

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

Happy Pongal - 2014

Today is pongal – thanks giving festival, which is celebrated under different names all over south east asia.
In Nepal – Maghi or maghe sankranti
In Thailand – Songkran
In laos – Pi ma lao
In Myanmar – Thingyan
In Cambodia – Moha sanykran
On this day of pongal festival I wish all my blog readers and their family,
May the sweetness of overflowing milk and sugarcane
Fill your home with harmony and happiness
The sun shines bright
To guide and lead us the way
Towards bountiful harvest season
Let us thank the sun
For burning himself to give us life
Let us thank plants
For sacrificing themselves for us
Let us thank cattle and animals
For helping us to sustain our life
May you all be blessed with prosperity & joy
Happy Pongal

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

In Search Of Me

                 I spoke less and think more. Once I was fully loaded with negative thoughts and surrounded with people who are meant to less important in my life. There are too many issues on my head right now. At times I feel my brain will overflow due to too much thoughts. I sleep every night with the hope the next day would be brighter. Even I wake up every morning with the feeling that I am gonna make an another day happily. But end up tired of daily routine.
                Something was wrong. This isn’t my life. I spent too much time thinking about what has happened really. Trying to translate what I feel. But words failed me. I wondered on whom I was so angry. Was it the sudden change of my friends behavior? Was it because my parents told me to do something that I don’t like? Was it because my little sister didn’t listen what I tried to share with her? Were these reasons big enough to justify what I was feeling?
                Why dint I like to go out like others and have fun? Why did I spend all my days in thinking and waste it doing nothing? Why my life didn’t go in the right path like everyone’s? Is it because I depend on my parent’s much? I am clueless.
                Is this what everyone call as depression? Somewhere along the lane, I miss the original me. I had stopped loving myself. I am that kind of person who needs support once in a while, someone to say “you did right”, when I lose and encourage me. I lost control of my life. I lost control of my feelings.
                I am still in the process of finding the lost me. After too much thinking I concluded to love myself to help in finding the lost happiness in me. For that I need to do what I love more often. I have already started writing here and reminding every positive things in every actions I do. Until now I just found a piece of me :p

Saturday, January 4, 2014

No Matter What Happens

Human life is so unpredictable,
In this earth everything is self-centered,
Success in your life gets you fake friends,
Succeed no matter what happens,
Being honest and frank throws you in danger,
Be honest and frank no matter what happens,
The good you do will be forgotten tomorrow,
Do good no matter what happens,
People remember your mistakes and forget your good doings,
Be nicer no matter what happens,
Everyone likes to celebrate with you and escapes in your sorrows,
Be friendly no matter what happens,
People respects money and dishonor feelings,
Be expressive no matter what happens,
Dreams that you built many years may destroyed overnight,
Dream big no matter what happens,
People blame you even if you help,
Help them no matter what happens,
Broad minded people may shot down by narrow minded,
Think broad no matter what happens,
The world may punch you in face even you give the best,
Give the best you have got no matter what happens.