Because I Am Stupid

I never imagine or seen in my dreams,

How very soon it happens,

Before I could figure out,

How it will be to be snubbed,

Though I try hard to hold on.

The bond we share to be alive,

They never have the same fire as I do,

For it to keep going as it meant to be.

Like seasons that alter time to time,

From one to another, too often they change,

The tenderness in their voice,

Now is too sharp to soothe anymore,

I stood far to find them struggle,

Hard to fit into their brand new kinship,

Because I’m stupid for them the way I care much,

Finally to realize the newer versions of them.

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Heart Feelings 11

In this cruel world,

everyone wears a mask of smile

 and show up as they are close

 to each other, but in reality

they are keen enough in

knowing each other’s secrets

from them and enjoy spreading it

behind and laugh over

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Important Lesson Of Life

I seriously don’t get to know what’s going on with the people around me. When I try to be away from them, they come closer to me and make me feel that they are the best of all buddies I have. So when I conclude they are different and be there for them when they need me, they slowly move away from me. I am fed up of the people who remember me only when they need a help. I know that everything will come to an end one day, but I never thought it will happen very soon. One day they are good, the other day they just flip. If they don’t really want me to be with them, then why they make me feel I am so much important to them? It hurts a lot to see even a small change in the people’s behavior whom I used to know very longer. They have no time for me rather they have their own special category friends list where I do not stand. I try my best not to hurt them in the same way they did to me. So I forget how they moved away from me for days and months and be still for them when they come back again to me while they feel alone without any. I really want my heart to be okay and not to care when they exclude me. But it’s very hard for my heart to understand the reality as my mind do. Step by step I am learning to move on with my life with hope and decided not to dependent on anyone and don’t let anyone to come into my life completely until they are proved to deserve my friendship.

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