Because I Am Stupid

I never imagine or seen in my dreams,

How very soon it happens,

Before I could figure out,

How it will be to be snubbed,

Though I try hard to hold on.

The bond we share to be alive,

They never have the same fire as I do,

For it to keep going as it meant to be.

Like seasons that alter time to time,

From one to another, too often they change,

The tenderness in their voice,

Now is too sharp to soothe anymore,

I stood far to find them struggle,

Hard to fit into their brand new kinship,

Because I’m stupid for them the way I care much,

Finally to realize the newer versions of them.

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Fake A Smile

Lined up by sequence of thoughts,

I fell down into the well of past,

Wondering where it went wrong,

What made us fall apart,

I see you walk away from me,

A last glance of our sights hit each other,

I left behind with a pierced heart,

For the first time with no words to say,

I am crushed by the heaviness in my heart,

For every step you take increased my infinite pain,

I reluctantly watched your silhouette,

Disappear in the distance gradually,

I know in this way better you will,

Drag the drama of playing with my emotions to an end,

If destiny bring us to meet again,

I desire nothing from you sternly,

Except a thing to do so effortless for you,

To look at my eyes and fake a smile atleast.

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