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Friday, August 29, 2014

A Secret Heart - Part 9

Later prithvi came to know that maya got tc and left the college forever. He tried to contact her and failed in all his attempts. He was worried. Sruthi was happy and thought that now no one is there to separate prithvi from her. She tried to divert prithvi to her side slowly. But prithvi has no interest in sruthi. Time flew away. On the final day of their college life, sruthi came to prithvi.

Sruthi: Prithvi, I wanna tell you something

Prithvi: Tell sruthi

Sruthi: I don’t know how to tell you, but I have to tell you anyway… I love you prithvi.

Prithvi was shocked.

Prithvi: Sruthi, you know I love maya, what rubbish are you talking now?? Don’t make fun of me.

Sruthi: Prithvi, listen seriously am in love with you… I am not joking.

Prithvi: you are my best friend. I can’t think of you more than that. I love no one except maya. I will find her again and bring her back in my life.

Sruthi: She din’t love you and she too know that am loving you…

Prithvi: What….? Maya knew it already? You are the reason why she left me without informing (angrily) now I know well.

Sruthi: Yessss, I told her to stay away from us and about our love. So she left.

Prithvi gave a hard slap on sruthi’s face. Sruthi dint expect it.

Prithvi: Idiot, not our love… I dint think that you are so selfish to spoil my love. Because of you I lost my love and suffered these much days. Get lost, we are not even friends from now. Don’t ever try to contact me again. Good bye.

Prithvi left. Sruthi burst into tears. She felt bad because of her selfish nature. She lost her best friend forever.

She thought, “I did all this for my love only, but I took a wrong way to get success in my love. I shouldn’t have killed their love for my happiness. I deserve this… sorry prithvi I hurt you a lot by separating maya from you. I won’t come in your life again. I am going away forever”.

-To be Continued…

Mushroom Biryani

Ingredients

Mushroom – ½ kg

Basmati rice/jeera samba rice – 600gms

Big onions (chopped lengthwise) – 2 nos

Green chillies (slitted) – 3 nos

Tomato (chopped) – 2 nos

Mint leaves – 1 cup

Coriander leaves – 1 cup

Ginger/garlic paste – 3 tblsp

Turmeric powder – ½ tsp

Cumin seeds powder – 1½ tblsp

Bay leaf – 2

Mace – 2

Coconut milk – 1 cup

Lemon – 1

Salt – required

Oil – required

Biryani powder – 1 tblspn

Method

♥ Soak the rice for 30 mins and Drain it and set aside.

♥ Grind mint leaves and coriander leaves with water and make semi-thick juice.

♥ In a cooker add oil and saute bay leaf, mace and chopped big onions until onions change into light brown color.

♥ Add the chopped tomatoes, ginger/garlic paste, ½ tspn turmeric powder, green chillies and sauté for few mins.

♥ Then add some mint leaves and coriander leaves and mix well.

♥ Add the chopped mushrooms and cumin powder and stir well until the mushroom is half cooked.

♥ Now add the rice and sauté for 2 mins.

♥ Add 1 spn biryani powder.

♥ Measure the coconut milk and mint/coriander juice which makes 1 ltr and add it. If the above things doesn’t make 1ltr, add some water.

♥ Squeeze half lemon juice.

♥ Add required amount of salt and two tspn ghee and mix well.

♥ Close the cooker lid with whistle on and cook it for 8 to 10 mins in medium flame.

♥ Switch off the flame and release the pressure to open.

♥ Mix well the cooked biryani and garnish with fried cashews and coriander leaves.

♥ Serve hot with onion raita.

Those Sleepless Nights

As the frozen sky melts in the silence,

I count the stars in the vaulted height,

Immersed utterly within the dark so intense,

Born the misty, distant night,

Far as my longing eyes can see,

I felt the shivering chillness in my veins,

Moon light hovers above the sleeping sea,

Softly through the desolate plains,

The winter wind plays the song of melancholy,

With the rhythm of thy voice,

Petals of wild lilies uncovered gently,

Facing up to offer thy joice,

Solemn darkness soothes my soul,

Buried the face in a pillow I snug,

Body bundled cozy under the blanket roll,

Since trite, faintly my eyelids hug.

Heart Feelings 19

I am in search of my life

And finally found it in you,

My life is incomplete without your love,

It makes no sense whether

You are with me or not,

My love for you keeps growing

And nothing can resist me from loving you,

There are ton things I wish for,

But more than anything

For all my life I have waited

To fall in love with you…

I Love You

I Miss You Forever

I love him a lot. Without him I feel incomplete. Honestly, I don’t believe in love at first sight. But when I saw him first, I couldn’t resist me from falling in love with him. He is so smart and impressive. At first, it’s very tough for me to understand him and his behavior. Few days later we became attached to each other, we were inseparable.

I like the way how he used to spend most of his time with me and shares everything with me. He taught me many things that no one can ever teach me. I was addicted to his charm. He needed me and I needed him too.

My eyes thrive to see him whenever he is out of my sight. My heart beat raises, whenever he nears me. He is so warm near me and cool when he is away from me. He is so interesting that I never get bored of him. I am very much possessive on him that I never allow others to get close to him. He was fully mine. He also knew that no one could take care of him like I do.

When I introduced him happily to my family, everyone in my home liked him except my dad. There was a reason behind it. My dad was afraid that he would do any harm to me. However I convinced my dad and made him realize how much he meant to me.

He loves me much that he was ready to give the whole world in my hands if I ask him. He senses my touch, understands my feelings and act accordingly to my mood. He knew well that I can’t be me without him even a single day.

But that awful day came. I never thought he would leave me like this without telling me. He left me heart broken. I let you all know his name

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He was sick. I saw him dying slowly in front of my eyes and not responding to my touch. I miss him more and want him to be well again like before.

With lots and lots of tear,

Tomato Rice

Ingredients

Tomato puree – 2 cup

Rice – 500 gms

Ginger/garlic paste – 1tblspn

Mint/coriander leaves juice – 1 cup

Grated Coconut – ½ cup

Poppy seeds – 1tblspn (soaked in water)

Cashew – 5 nos

Cumin seeds – ½tblspn

Green chilly – 2 nos

Garlic cloves – 6 nos

Red chilly powder – 1tspn

Cardamom – 4 nos

Cinnamon – 2 pieces

Cloves – 3 nos

Bay leaves – 2 nos

Star anise - 1

Small onions – 6 nos

Big onions (chopped) – 1

Ghee – 2 tblspn

Oil as required

Salt to taste

For Garam Masala

Cloves – 2 nos

Fennel seeds – 1 tblspn

Cardamom – 3 nos

Stone flower – few

Cinnamon – 2 pieces

Nutmeg – 1

Poppy seeds – 1 tspn

Coriander seeds – 1 tblspn

Method

♥ Fry all the dry ingredients for garam masala without oil and grind it all into a fine powder

♥ Grind small onions and green chilly into paste and keep aside

♥ Grind grated coconut, soaked poopy seeds, cashews and cumin seeds into smooth paste

♥ In a cooker, fry star anise, cloves, cardamom, cinnamon, bay leaves in oil

♥ Then add chopped big onions, garlic cloves and red chilly powder and sauté well

♥ Add ginger/garlic paste, onion/chilly paste and sauté until raw smell disappears

♥ Then add coconut/cashews/poppy/cumin seeds paste and sauté for few mins

♥ Now add tomato puree and mint/coriander juice and allow it to boil

♥ Then add rice, salt and water (if necessary)

♥ Add ghee, cover the cooker lid and whistle on and cook for 7 mins in medium flame

♥ Turn off the stove and wait until the pressure release

♥ Open the lid and add 1tspn ghee again and mix the rice well

♥ Serve hot with onion raita

P.S: I have served the tomato rice with meal maker gravy in above picture. I will post its recipe later asap

In Search Of Me

I spoke less and think more. Once I was fully loaded with negative thoughts and surrounded with people who are meant to less important in my life. There are too many issues on my head right now. At times I feel my brain will overflow due to too much thoughts. I sleep every night with the hope the next day would be brighter. Even I wake up every morning with the feeling that I am gonna make an another day happily. But end up tired of daily routine.

Something was wrong. This isn’t my life. I spent too much time thinking about what has happened really. Trying to translate what I feel. But words failed me. I wondered on whom I was so angry. Was it the sudden change of my friends behavior? Was it because my parents told me to do something that I don’t like? Was it because my little sister didn’t listen what I tried to share with her? Were these reasons big enough to justify what I was feeling?

Why dint I like to go out like others and have fun? Why did I spend all my days in thinking and waste it doing nothing? Why my life didn’t go in the right path like everyone’s? Is it because I depend on my parent’s much? I am clueless.

Is this what everyone call as depression? Somewhere along the lane, I miss the original me. I had stopped loving myself. I am that kind of person who needs support once in a while, someone to say “you did right”, when I lose and encourage me. I lost control of my life. I lost control of my feelings.

I am still in the process of finding the lost me. After too much thinking I concluded to love myself to help in finding the lost happiness in me. For that I need to do what I love more often. I have already started writing here and reminding every positive things in every actions I do. Until now I just found a piece of me :p